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I got in with the wrong crowd, I cant use that as the whole excuse as why I turned to drugs and alcohol for peace, but it had alot to do with what I perceived as right and wrong. The guys I hung with never judged me or looked at me like I was lower than them. This is where the church has alot to learn but I wont get into that now. So I started to use drugs and alcohol more and more frequently and it was a daily occurrance. In fact there were days I would make myself go without it for a few hours so I could remember what it was like without it. I was doing acid at 15 and 16 yrs of age , I could do 5 or 6 hits at a time and be stoned for 12 hrs. The thing about LSD is that it was fairly cheap so a kid could buy it easily without having to spend too much.
When I turned 16 and got my drivers license I HAD to have a motorcycle this is what it looked like in 1990. I had a dream of being a Baddass biker and getting some repect!!! Well I had the bike, now I just had to get the respect. Respect comes hard in the biker circles , ya gotta drink more and do more drugs than ya did before. It was a wild time .
Shortly after I turned 20 i had to have a BIGGER bike . Bigger and Badder is what I always said. So I bought this one. It was a beauty. Big black and bad.
I moved in with two other guys when I was 20 or so and what a wild time that was . No parental guidance here hehehe. We lived it up big time. Lots of strippers and all night partying.
Then one night we were out gravel running in my old car and we got driving a little fast and ended up in the ditch, the cops came , and they found some pot on me. That was a rude awakening . I was scared and embarrassed to have been caught................. I only had one place to turn , Mom and Dad.
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